Is It The Last Time??
-Do you realize that this might be the last time we sit together in our house?all the three of us?
-Yes, i guess.
-Yeah mom.Probably.
There they were sitting,thinking where would each one of them end up doing or where would she end up living in 3 years from now, each one would be in a different county all alone after spending her whole life with her family which consists of two daughters and a brave mom who raised them by herself since the father was away for a long time for some reasons.
The three ladies had only each other and being together was the only thing that made them stronger and stronger,but now it was the time for them to separate.
The mom would be the first one to leave to Pakistan,leaving her daughters in Syria to provide them a better future.
The youngest daughter would be the second one to leave to stay with her away mother for a while away from her sister but its not too long till she leaves her mom as well and go to a strange country to start her own life as a grown up woman.While the eldest daughter is the only one who had the biggest share of bad luck.. she is the only one who is not leaving but staying all alone without her family.
-Do you promise that we will meet one day and sit just like we are now no matter what??
-Of course honey.
-Absolutely sweety.
My mom has left to Pakistan and i’ll be staying with my sister for a while until i follow her and leave my sister in Syria …alone …and mom ..hey.. dont worry about us..we’ll be fine as long as you promise us that we will meet again one day.
-Tell me when guys..when will we finally be together?
-……
-…..(Silence)
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IF I Had A Million Dollars I Would Buy A Big Ass For The Whole World To Kiss…
An Angel Was Born 17 Years Ago
I’m writing this post for two reasons:
First,cuz i want to tell hayoushe…
Happy Birthday to u,Happy Birthday to u ,u look like a moneky and u smell like a one too..
nshala el 3emer kello w nshala 32bal ma n7tefel bel anniversary taba3 el band taba3a 
and you were right when u said that it was raining cuz angels were crying cuz 17 years ago they’ve lost one of them .. lol
Second, i want to tell everyone about hayousheh’s surprise party and what happened today after the surprise gosh it was the best ever..7a balesh fawran bala mokademat
We went to Haya’s place after planning with her sister to get her out of the house,as soon as she got out we sneaked into her house and hid in the bathroom.Dont ask why did we hide in the bathroom cuz its just funnier ,so we all agreed to hide in the bath tub so when she comes in we jump in her face.
As we were waiting in the bath tub…Habboush by accident.. opened the water tab and god only knows wut happend then..we actually took a shower lol …the six of us..we were wet and the video camera was all wet as well , as we were laughing and jumping away from the water we heard a voice from outside and it was the birthday girl..so we struggled to shut up but we couldn’t cuz we were…just wet.
Anyway..as soon as she opened the bathroom’s door we all jumped in her face started singing and yelling,jumping and laughing…and we were actually soaking and all we could see was hayoush on the floor without being able to move…the girl was completely surprised..and that’s what we wanted.
So after that we started dancing and we had so much fun, and then we decided to go for a walk.On the way we started singing and dancing again and ppl looked at us as if we
were six crazy young ppl…but who cares..we were having so much fun.
So we wanted to do something more crazy so we did the same old thing…ringing on someone’s door bell and running away
but that seemed pretty boring,of course we’ve done that but still we want something more crazy,so we came up with the idea of knocking on someone’s door and singing for who ever answers the door the happy brithday song and realizing after finishing the song that it was the wrong place.
We went to the first place..no one answered, we went to another one but the same thing..no one seemed to open the door..so i was like lets just go to that shop and ask about beet…beet…hmmm…yalla beet el sa3de.. 
knowing this was just out of fun and we don’t know anyone from beet el sa3de but our arabic teacher ..
so i went into the shop and 3ammo el baya3 wasn’t there but
there was this woman who seemed in her thirties but she was actually 40 something but she was soo pretty and didn’t look old.
She was like”what do u want sweetie?”and i said…”umm nothing actually we just want to ask 3ammo whether fe beet al sa3de hoon or not cuz we are kind of lost ,you see…its our friends brithday and we want to surprise her we just dont know where her place is” (this was all a lie ),she was like “whats the name of the girl>”..i was like…”umm…well…ss….its s…Susan.yeah Suzan al sa3de”..and she said”what about you dear?”..i was like huh?wut about me?she said “whats ur name?”i was like..ummmm…”what for?” She said “i have a perfect cute handsome guy just right for u”..i was like oh my dear god I’m finally getting married..lol..just kidding..i told her 2no im still young for those stuff w heek..she was like yeah my son is young too he is 23 …i thought 2no since she is pretty her son must be handsome ya3ne she is not lying but it was too late..since i gave her a wrong number, a wrong address and a wrong name 
…damn …my fate was just there and i kicked it goodbye
el mohem bala tool sere after knocking on like 10 doors finally there was someone to open the door,it was a lady who is in her twenties .as soon as she opened the door..we said SURPRIIIIIIIISEEE..and the girl stood in a total shock with eyes wide open and we all acted like..oh my god we are soo sorry, isnt this beet al sa3de??she said ..”nah,its not”
we kept apologizing for more than 10 min but…we did what we wanted to do ..Damn that was evil ,heheheh.
oh gosh the day was one of the best days ever..seriously.
its true that u shouldn’t do those stuff but its ok to act crazy once in a while… 
Hinno ,Habboush,Dandoun and Naghoum u guys rock if it wasn’t for us haya wouldn’t be this happy on her B-day.
while Hadeel,Nadeen ,Hala and Ala’a u guys suck cuz u’ve missed this amazing day and WHY?? the lamest reasons ever.
anyway..hope no one’s got bored cuz i dont think there might be anyone who would get to this sentence …but if you did then thanx for reading and passing by and sorry for wasting ur time…
and again happy brithday hayoush..
April 7th, 2016 at 8:01
They were walking on different sides but heading to the same direction , heading to nowhere. they were walking on a road where they couldn’t see the end nor the beginning..it was even hard to recognize on which part they were walking ,all what could be noticed was the thin line between him and her.
Nothing was there, not a sound, nor a voice, just their shadows and a yellow face up high..a sick moon,but there was a single sound she could hear, the sound of her heart beats whenever she looked at him , and a single sound he could hear, the sound of his footsteps ; trying to walk as fast as he can to make sure she was safe..
Random thoughts,mixture of feelings..all they were having at the same time, she kept asking questions but he refused to answer cuz the answers didn’t satisfy her but for him…she was too blind to see and too deaf to hear.
After walking for hours,there they were, standing in the same place, trying to look at each other ..but darkness was the only thing that could be seen…he tried to hold her hand but …she was gone…
She had lost.
I’ve lost cuz i’ve ran away.
Ive lost cuz i gave up on you.
I’ve lost cuz i let you go.
I’ve lost cuz i didn’t know the answer.
Dear anonymous…
See you in 9 years , same place, same time…but promise me that u will tell me the answer…and i promise,i won’t run away this time.
lilililililiiiiiiiiishsh
and again lilililiiiiiiiish…i’ll tell you why im lilililiiiiishing…
CUZ WE WOOOON
Today was our monazara at 2 pm we’ve studied like hell and prepared alot for this monazara and we actually wooooooooon, im not gonna go through details cuz im sooo excited and i can’t think about anything now but 2no we wooooooooooon
for those who dont know wut monazara means then…….just ask someone who knows
Hayousheh , Akram , Baha’a and Ala’a u guys are the best no wonder we hit the first place , thank you so much.
oh oh ..and me kaman, im mn you ya bestyeen w thanks to me too lol
See you in Tartous so we can hit the first place again 
w lal million times ….we woooooooooooon w lilililililiiiiiiiiiiish
