Is It The Last Time??
-Do you realize that this might be the last time we sit together in our house?all the three of us?
-Yes, i guess.
-Yeah mom.Probably.
There they were sitting,thinking where would each one of them end up doing or where would she end up living in 3 years from now, each one would be in a different county all alone after spending her whole life with her family which consists of two daughters and a brave mom who raised them by herself since the father was away for a long time for some reasons.
The three ladies had only each other and being together was the only thing that made them stronger and stronger,but now it was the time for them to separate.
The mom would be the first one to leave to Pakistan,leaving her daughters in Syria to provide them a better future.
The youngest daughter would be the second one to leave to stay with her away mother for a while away from her sister but its not too long till she leaves her mom as well and go to a strange country to start her own life as a grown up woman.While the eldest daughter is the only one who had the biggest share of bad luck.. she is the only one who is not leaving but staying all alone without her family.
-Do you promise that we will meet one day and sit just like we are now no matter what??
-Of course honey.
-Absolutely sweety.
My mom has left to Pakistan and i’ll be staying with my sister for a while until i follow her and leave my sister in Syria …alone …and mom ..hey.. dont worry about us..we’ll be fine as long as you promise us that we will meet again one day.
-Tell me when guys..when will we finally be together?
-……
-…..(Silence)
Habboush said,
April 22, 2007 at 2:03 pm
I want 2 be the person who will write the first comment coz i want u 2 know how this post & ur writings mean 2 me & how u mean 2 me like a special person in my life … Look.. , i’m talking now very seriously & i hope u understand wut i will write ..
Look Lubna i was waiting u 2 write a post like taht 2 tell u many things .. u have been such a wonderful friend & more than that we can say awesome friend i’ve ever seen ..
u didn’t know wut i felt & wut happened 2 me when u told me that u’ll go 2 Pakistan with ur mom it was like u told me go 2 hell “walla that’s better than u go” but beside that i’ve never prayed 2 god & say plz don’t let her go , coz i don’t want 2 lose u .. & i realized that u want 2 go & ur future is there .. but in the same time i’m very afraid from the time that i’ll say good bye …
& i want 2 tell u something … the life do the same thing with all ppl, it pushs u 2 to do things that u don’t like 2 do… that’s our life it’s not always walking on our ways so we should walk on its way 2 live , so i want u 2 chear up & don’t make ur self mad like that coz i don’t know u just happy & a girl full of living , & beside that u have 2 be proud of ur self that u can live ur life by ur self & make decisions by ur own as a grown up woman .. & u shouldn’t be worried about ur sis coz who know maybe she’ll live a wonderful life she can’t live it there even ur mom , noone know wut will happen in the future , so u have just 2 wish 2 ur sis & ur mom a good luck & a good life .. & i want u 2 know something there’s no doubt about it , that u will be with ur family all the time even if u weren’t together in the place but u’ll be together in ur souls & nothing will reparate it believe me coz u r in the end something called FAMILY .. right ..??
& now i wish u from deep & deep inside a good luck but more than good we can say a gr8 luck with all the ways in ur life .. u & ur family ( ur mom & ur sis )
Ahmadk said,
April 22, 2007 at 5:26 pm
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Hinno said,
April 23, 2007 at 7:37 am
You are a very close family so I am sure that you will get together with your family hun…
Come on, you’ve been through so much together and there is nothing that will stop you guys from gettin united again.
And other than that, look at the bright side Lolo, you are going to be with your mother in a new country, new culture, new people, doesn’t this sound like an adventure to you? You are going to be really happy over there, And your sister will definetly visit and even if she doesn’t I agree with Haboosheh.. you will be together even if there were thousands of miles between you three.
Never look back Lolo, even though the time you spent with your family is great, there is so much more to come, so much more you should be looking forward to… so always look forward… never regret anything you do.. you’ll take the right decisions and you will take the wrong ones.. you’ll be happy about the right ones and you will laugh at yourself when you remember the wrong ones…..
And I think that everything happens for a reason. Like you going to Pakistan, it is going to be such a good opportunity for you dude…. allthough you know that you going there is going to leave a very big hole in each one of our lives….
And I want to tell you also that you are not an ordinary person. You leave a mark wherever you go, if it was in school, your family relations, rab6a, online…… you have left a mark in each one of their hearts, and especially me you have been a great friend, great supporter over the years…
So don’t worry about anything, you are going to be a special person wherever you go if it is in Syria, Pakistan or Canada, with your family or without …. you are always going to be everybody’s angel…..
Black Lily said,
April 24, 2007 at 11:04 am
oh u guys…i really dont know wut to say..habbousheh and hinno.. u guys are awesome i’ll never forget wut u said and i’ll never forget how great u guys were in the past years and how great u are now, u’ve been such a lovely support seriously . u dont know how much u two mean to me and actually im not worried about being without my family anymore cuz now i know that u guys are the family that everyone needs and if i have to be worried about anything it would be living without my bestfriends…i love u girls.
Habboush,
u always know how to make me feel better and im sorry for all those times that i’ve gone mad over silly things and thank u for being there to calm me down and enduring all the crap that i did,thank u for being a supportive friend…thank u for being who u r .
and make sure habboush that i’ll never forget u as long as i lived and u r the friend that every single person needs
Hinno,
and who am i gonna call battoush? :’(
battoush…i cant NOT look back hinno..everything is going to change , who am i going to act crazy with? who is going to call me telling me off for not calling her for just one single day?who am i going to call when i would be crying my eyes out over u know who and vise versa? who am i going to talk to over how much our parents suck when they wont let us go out? who is going to call me telling me every single detail about her first date ?who is going to eat chocolate with me without being worried about how fat we would get? who is going to make fun out of me when i say “u DOES” by mistake?who am i going to surprise on her B-day party?who is gonna be there to go out with me and my sister when she starts giving us the ” GUYS” lecture? who is going to pretend with me that we loved the food in our friend’s birthday party while it sucked and we were this close to throw up? who is gonna tell me off when i do something wrong and vise versa?who is going to tell me about how much of a 7mar her driver is ? who am i going to swear with ?talk about south park?cry when we watch a movie?talk about cute guys?and lots and lots of stuff hinno.. ..u just wont be there battoush
Ahmad..
i always thought i could read between the lines but not between the…full stops
thanx for passing by anyway
some one said,
April 27, 2007 at 12:17 pm
i don’t know what i can say …. your words make me so confuse
i think some times we want to make our life better , may be we need to participate in making our fate by making Fateful decisions , that’s mean leave our friends and our past life , our Community many things in our life , to start a new life …
that’s decisions sometimes cause us some pain and sadness , but thats sadness and pain will fade away when we remember that we make this decisions to make our life better ….
lobna .. i think you know what do you want , and i think that is the right way … so go ahead and god bless u , but u mustn’t forget your friends , your past life , and of course that you lived some times in this country
Black Lily said,
May 2, 2007 at 4:15 pm
Someone,
forgetting my friends and the sweet memories that i have in syria would be the last thing i would even think about doing..
thank u for ur support it means alot